Friday, September 21, 2007

I Am


I AM
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."
This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of hate. Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. KILLED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

Just a thought

After a while, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. You learn that love doesn't mean learning. You begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. You begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open; with the grace of a man, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, and futures have a way of falling down in midflight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So, you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul. Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers, you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and you really do have worth, and you learn and learn. With every good-bye, you learn...

Red Wens..


Every Wednesday is "Red Wednesday" if you support giving gay marriages legal recognition. The goal is to display some solidarity for marriage equality. Also, it helps reveal just how many people support giving our marriages legal recognition.


The Queen A Lesbo??


Awwww, her and her girlfriend



Queen Latifah and her long-term girlfriend, Jeanette Jenkins, shown together in the picture. cuaght at the airpot... romantic getaway? i always knew the Queen was really the King lol

Intro to a world of hate


Just to let readders know a little about me.. names Anthony Gomez and i happen to be a die hard britney fan.. no matter how many people hate this will be mostly about her and other things that realy get on my last nerves lol n e ways hope u all enjoy